Random thoughts II ~ Weakness

It's amazing how one can find out their own weaknesses one after another....It's very frustrating to know one's own weaknesses as you know that others will take advantage of it or pledge disgust to it.... How in this world can one hope to live in a world where there is no prejudice??

I just discovered not one but two of my weaknesses today....I am not proud of them....though I should be as they are a part of what makes me who I am....It's just that....knowing your weaknesses makes you even weaker....all the grief and regret....all the while asking yourself " How did I get this way? "....It's unbearable....

I wish...oh I wish that somehow I'll be able to overcome these weaknesses of mine....I may not be able to conquer them completely but at least I'll be able to say...."I tried"....no one can undermind me then....

Trying is another matter....whether you want to try and think that you've made a better person of yourself or....you might be turning into something that you've hated all along....It's a hard decision to make but you'll have to make it someday....I can express the emotions that I'm feeling at this very moment but....I think this is a good way to overcome problems in life....

I know that I often handle things very very badly but....that's just how I do and It's what I think is right....you might say that what you're doing is the 'correct way' but whether I think that you're right in my books is a whole different matter 'cause well....some may have different ways of handling things and others another....

Listen to the tune of the soothing keys of the piano and release all the tension you've been keeping inside of you...or fall into the abyss of self regret and loathing....

I'll express the rest some other time so now I say see you....=S

Random day ~ My b'day!! ~

Weeee~~~~the procrastination of it all....XD

Anyways....it's my b'day!! I'm 18!! XD Finally!! lol and i only have 6!! words to say....

IT WAS THE BEST BIRTHDAY EVER!!! XD XD

In the morning was like normal normal la...study econs...but so happy so many ppl wished me!! XD First person to officially wish me was JON!! whose sms reached me at midnight sharp!! XD XD

A bunch of us had lunch at Pappa Rich for my b'day!! =)HeHe^^ From the left K!! EC, Chin , Xin Yi, Jia Qi, Jade, Jia Wen, ME!!, Andrew Foo, Su Ann, Finn, Wooi Yun, and Suhaib!! XD

Bwahahahah!! XD So many pics ho...but then ah...THERE ARE MORE!! =P Jade was having fun taking random pics of everyone!! XD My pic look happy ho!! =P HeHe^^ =)

After lunch we all headed back to campus to sit for out last paper!! XD which was ECONS 12!! Objective-ness....now merdeka le!! Yay!! After the exam we all went to celebrate out freedom at midvalley!! =) Ended watching ...'Law Abiding Citizen' DAMN COOL the movie!! XD Highly recommend watching it!!

Jamie Foxx VS Gerard Butler

I went home after the movie cause there was celebration at home!! =D I even got to buy and eat a strawberry shortcake I bought from the Gardens XD but my b'day cake was diff of course...it was really too much le...=P...anyone want cake??

SECRET RECIPE CHOC BANANA CAKE!!

My first bro was having so much fun lining the candles lol!! XD He said must line up in a row de!! =P

1st bro ( Director of Gods ) VS 3rd bro ( CEO of Gods )
Damn funny!! XD

=D Super happy expression ho!! XD
2nd bro ( sitting on the couch with gf-Jia Hui che ) kept poking me!! =.= Damn annoying but fun since he's my bro!! =P

*I wanna cut the cake!! Hurry up!!* =P
2nd bro positioning himself to blow out the candles b4 i do!! XD

Yay!! XD Cake cutting ceremony over!! Time to take the candles off and cut the cakes into slices...=.=

O.O Look at all the leftover cake....=.=...that's what you get when you're the only one in the house that eats the flavor!! =P
Seriously....anyone want any cake?? XD

After that everyone went to do their own stuff le!! XD So now it's time to reveal the presents!! =P

=D *big grin with shiny teeth* XD

Swivel chair & pillow - Dad
Xin yi & EC - Dooodoll a.k.a Sunny!!
Rimmel pressed powder - 2nd bro & Jia Hui che
Ma Ma - Ang pao
Bonita bands - Jade & Xin Yi
1st bro - earrings!!
Table lamp...=.=... - 3rd bro

I got this later lol!! XD

Tua Ee - Ang pow & bracelet
Accessory rack?? ( i dunno what's the proper name for it is...=.= ) - Mela-che

That's practically everything lo!! XD After that I went to yam cha with Mela-che at Old Town!! =) Finished at about 2.30 am lol!! XD Now I have to add 12 words to the 6 words from before...which are....

IT WAS THE BEST BIRTHDAY EVER!!! XD XD
THANK YOU TO ALL THE PPL THAT MADE THIS A GREAT B'DAY!!

THAT'S ALL GUYS!! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!! XD XD CYA AND BUH BYE!! =)

Random b'day~ MINE!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! XD

Tired...revising econs...but happy!!
CAUSE!!

I JUST TURNED 18!!! XDXD


A TOAST!!! XD


YAM SENG!!! XD XD

Too bad it ain't vodka lime i'm drinking!! XD

Random outing ~ Karaoke and shopping~~

Today is the 10th of November...the eve of my 18th birthday and the eve to my last day of the AS exams...it was a pretty good day as Jade who Taylors can't teman me for my birthday asked me out to karaoke today instead...=)

JADE IS SO SO SWEET!!! XD

I didn't want to wake up so early and waste parking twice so I picked Jade up from Taylors and we headed of to RED BOX, sunway pyramid...=P...we got the lunch special thing...pretty cheap...!! XD

Yeah karaoke!!! and what kind of karaoke did we do??!!

K-POP KARAOKE!! XD
XD J-POP KARAOKE!!
E-POP KARAOKE!! XD
XD C-POP KARAOKE!!


SS 501 - U R MAN!! XD

Jade so happy singing to double S!! =)

It was really really fun!! XD After that mah sing sing and sing some more!! HeHe^^

Cyndi Wang - Re Ai!! XD - nice song!! =)

I was the one singing it lol!! XD
Ahhhh the light!! =.= singing with no mic...gengz le!! XD

Cam-whore session!! XD
Bwahahah!!
=P

Soon after that we had to stop le..T.T...no more time liao..=(
But all in all was really fun!! XD =)
I managed to spot a cute guy that works there too!! Ahahah!!

Us at the RED BOX entrance lol!! =D

After that went for ice-cream dessert!!
THEN
SHOPPING!! XD

O.o Tutti Frutti ice-cream!! XD

I got some kind of yogurt and lychee flavor and lots of sweet sweet toppings...Mmmmm...XD

Jade had vanilla with lots of fruits!! XD....*drooling-ness*

After that was the shopping session!! yay!! We went to Sasa first...=.=...so much spending haih....anywayz!! I bought a nail brush set!! XD The ones you use to make detail patterns on nails!! =) i used them today too!! HeHe^^

Nice or not?? Nice or not?? It's the orange nail polish btw!! XD
I used the brush to make the lines and the dots of glitter...=P
Happy~~ =)

After that went to Etude House and sampled everything!! Haha!! But in the end never buy anything...=P...after that walked around and window shopped...Jade bought a top...then since it was getting late and I didn't want to end up in the jam...we went home lo...=(

It was such a nice outing...=) then came home relaxed...painted nails...blogged...facebook-ed...now finishing up...*sigh*...can't believe i'm the going to be 18 in 2 hours....=)...it was only 12 months, 52 weeks, 365 days, 8752 hours, and 525 480 minutes ago...=.=....*sigh*...oh well...young adults stage is a good time =)

That's all for today and now must revise for econs tomorrow...XD

C YA!! BUH BYEE!!

Random holiday ~ Halloween~

OK!! HELLO EVERYONE!! I WAS SO LAZY TO POST THIS ON THE DAY ITSELF BUT BETTER LATE THAT NEVER RITE!!! XD

It's not like I went out on halloween cause like...=.=...exam time...but since it was a 31st!! =) I went to BASKIN ROBBINS instead!! HeHe^^ Most of you probably totally forgot that they had a 31% discount huh since it was halloween!! XD

Here comes the pictures!!! XD

Yeah!! Big discount!!

Now don't get me wrong! =) BR was filled with halloween spirit!! XD

Weeee!! =) I got 2 flavors!! XD
Dulce something...some new flavor...it was all caramel!! =P
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RAINBOW SHERBET!!! YAY!!
Don't ask me what the creepy coloured ice-cream next to it is cause i don't know lol XD I think it's chocolate....=.=....

Weee...at home with the goods!! XD
I was number 344 in line btw!! =D

Yay!! Happiness of BR ice-cream!! =) Happy after Halloween!! XD
Buh Bye!! C u!!

Random unusual~

You wanna know what's so unusual??? Well...I actually PAINTED MY NAILS!! XD All Jade and Xin Yi's fault!! XD ( It's a praise!! Bwahaha!! )

I'm like super noob at this nail stuff....like seriously...
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Here come the pics!!! XD

The mess...and this was the 2nd attempt too...=.=
Try imagining what the 1st attempt was since I had to have a 2nd..

I thought this angle was nice..=)
The thing on the 4th finger looks weird rite..=.=...failed attempt
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A heart??
*shrugs shoulders*

Truthfully...I feel pretty self accomplished that I actually did my nails since I didn't really do it when I was young...=.=...XD

Random unusual : Random = Suddenly did it
Unusual = Out of character

=) Well, my choice so it's fine...that's all for now...Buh Bye..C YA!!

Not so random anger ~ parking ticket

Yeah as you can tell from the title...I got a parking ticket...not a saman..but...a parkng ticket...DAMN SHIT MAN!!

I would first like to thank to Andrew Foo for advice bout samans then I would like to thank Jade for helping me with the saman and lastly and most importantly I would like to thank my dad...for taking the blame for the parking ticket for me...Thanks Dad...I SHALL NOW PROMISE NOT TO PARK THERE EVER AGAIN AND WAKE UP SUPER EARLY TO FIND PARKING!!

I seriously don't want to get another ticket...like SERIOUSLY!! Can get your licence suspended de!!! AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! Nooooooooooooooooooo!!! *inhale, exhale* K that's all I wanna tell for now...c ya..Buh Bye...

Random b'day~Xin Yi

Hi there....*waves hand*...not a very happy welcome now is it...=.=...

Today was Xin Yi's b'day!! =) It started out like any other day......studying in the library...=.=...BUT!! So lazy to tell story so...I'm going to let the pictures tell you everything!! XD

It all began here....

Xin Yi (behind the book) =)

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Present XD

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THIS!! XD Bwahaha!!
So surprised at what she got!!

Remember a few posts ago....and I said that couldn't say what were buying well....it was THIS!! XD OPI NAIL POLISH LOL!!

Anywayz...we as in...EC...Xin Yi...Jade...Mabel...Chloe...and ME!! XD We wanted to go sushi zanmai for lunch de but it wasn't open yet when we got there...=.=...damn late lo they open...then wanted to so pasta zanmai but damn sianz already lo since went so many times already...then we finally went to PASTA DE GOHAN!! XD

O.o but this only part of the bigger picture which is!!!!
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DO YOU SEE THE NUMBER AT THE BOTTOM!!?? Like OMG!!
*faints dramatically*
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We went back after lunch cause Chloe had class...after nothing much happened..but...actually got but only certain pplmay know!! XD That's all la I guess!!

Buh Bye C ya!!! =)

Random outing ~ Movie and food~~

Elo there!! =)

This was supposed to be yesterday's post but was too tired and had a headache so obviously couldn't do anything...=.=

Anywayz....I was SOOOOOO BOOOOOOORRRRRREEEEEEDDDD yesterday that I went out with a coupl eof my old school mates!! XD Jia Ern and Nabiha sorry if it was super last minute stuff!!! =P
We ended up at Time Square to watch......

CLOUDY WITH A CHANCE OF MEATBALLS!! 3D


Now to actually grade this movie ah....
5/10 will be my score...
Ppl...my advice...do NOT watch it in 3D...

After that nothing much lo...walk around talk...had dinner at Gasoline...=.=...the food there so...not nice...i advice you not to go there often either....=.=

Oh yeah!! I got a headache after the movie just because of the STUPID 3D GLASSES!! Damn stupid lo!! Painful and uncomfortable like shit those glasses!! Like that lo my day...today also nothing exciting...=.=...*sigh* boring le...=P

Oh well...that's all folks!! Buh Bye!! XD Cya!!

Random visit ~

Yeah...like been so lazy to post stuff up...=.=...like the page will be on but I'm too lazy to type...too much rite...*swt*

Anywayz...last Thursday was the first day of AS for me!! XD Not bad it I do say so myself!! All that studying paid off lol!! After the paper ah...Jade, Xin Yi, EC and I went to Starbucks cause I was like "Yay!! Let's celebrate the completion of the first paper!! XD" LOLX!! Pretty happy happy lo the four of us =D *big grin*

AND HERE COME THE PICS!! XD

JADE!! XD Why is this the only pic I have of you that time??!!
The brain-freeze-ness!! =P

Green tea Frappuccino with whipped cream!! XD
New taste..OooO...Jade had 1 too lol!!

Xin Yi and EC!! XD
EC too pai seh le!! & Xin Yi happy with her machiato!!

Bwahaha!! C'est Moi!! XD
Green tea Frapp taste goood!! =P

All so happy that time!! HeHe^^ Nothin' much happened on Friday cause like no one wanted to go to college to study and there was absolutely nothing to do at home....there was...ONE...thing that I did out of character though...

I TOTALLY NAPPED/SLEPTED FOR 12 HOURS!!
=.= sleeping for half a day was painful yet relaxing...
if you get the meaning of it all...=D

After all that...brings us to TODAY!! Woke up at 9 to watch "Phineas and Ferb Cliptastic Marathon!!"...now don't make that expression!! It's still cool to watch cartoons!! XD Happy Happy~~

Later...my cousin came over....his purpose...lunch...=.=...I know rite...*swt*!! McD for lunch so not bad la haha!! =P Weird but he went back then came back with his bro for dinner...=.=...his bro is cool..=)..."Yeah! I said it! Happy?!" though he says he's awesome too much!! lol!!

All in all not a bad day haha!! I even got round to a nap in the afternoon..=) Now don't you guys go thinking that I'm a pig cause I slept at 3.30 on Friday!! What was I doing??!! Reading a book my bro gave me!! "CITY OF BONES"...nice book!! XD

Now...I say Buh Bye to all and to all a Buh Bye!! =)(= C ya next time!! XDD